Something from the PAST

Thursday, November 30th, 2006


hey ppl!first of all i need to thank all of my frens ...u guys r the light of my life ..all my classmates....adik2 1 best n rajin.....abg phil....abg haniff....scott....heusie.....james....jason...mike....doug...jeff...hanisah...sachie....hanim n every 1 else...without u guys i dunno how would i hav make it till 2day...as u know..i am d happy n cheerful girl...wjo just loves being crazy which is herself.....but lately i hav been thinkin a lot n i mean it a lot so i think u guys should know this....

in this world i love u guys so much...so if i die pls come to my funeral....

here's d thing if i ever hurt u guys pls tell me..don b scared or hide it n bcome hypocrytes cos i won't b mad if u guys b honest...i will try my best to improve..don hurt me by bakstabbing ok?cos i am busting my ass protecting ...caring...n lovin u guys....so don btray me ever....

SECOND.....i hav been travellin to my past n lookin bak....i think i am so much happier being single nothin to worry bout...i mean thinkin about me n jason ..i think we r so much better of now as best fren then as we did as lovers..i mean i am still young n hav a long way t go..i hav not seen d outside world yet..i want to xperience it my self...so this is a commitment i am making to myself n my brother n my mother.....i love them n will not betray them...so no bf 4 another 9 years..but i can still enjoy my life..i could still flirt n party!i mean seriously wat is love anyway...i dunno..n i will not understand no matter how ppl try to xplain to me...so till it comes to me..i won't b searchin .i dunno why but i think my mom makes d best choice for her daughter me.......i love her...so don push me...i mean if u guys wanna couple its ok but dats jus not my kinda style..i wanna b free n enjoy life until a moment when i will b settlin down wit a guy who really loves me n i will love him bak...but i dunno who is he yet as i hav a long way to go...n 4 now....i am jus a good fren to all guys nothin more n nothin less

Finally...if i eva hurt u guys u should know by now i never meant to..it just happens guys i luv u so much...n nothin in this world could eva replace u.....n i am sorry for d times mayb i had overreacted.....muah lov u guys till the prohibition day!